Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
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Tuesday, February 13, 2018

Neurology and Death

Several months ago I noticed that my tongue deviates to the left and when i get in the car, my left leg is sluggish.  I should have been alarmed by these findings but my mental state has been dulled by abilify maintaina and i did not react appropriately.   When I noticed these things I should have gone to a neurologist.  I have been kicked out of Ontario neurology associates due to my radioactivity conspiracy theories that I mailed to them in 2016.  I called this morning to see if I could be forgiven but the answer was no, sorry, you have been DISCHARGED.  One would think neurologists would be more understanding.  I will have to drive to Rochester for an appointment at the U of R.  Hopefully, I will be accepted there.  A family friend works there and my former neighbor, they might not want to serve me either.

The thing about tongue deviation and uvula deviation (to right) is that it could be tumors on my cranial nerves.  That could mean brain mets.  If brain mets is the case, then I might only have a short time left in my life.

Perhpas the deviated tongue is just a side effect of abilify maintaina and there is no brain mets.  We shall see.

If I am terminally ill, I really need to get a burial plot bought.  I am curious about the cost.  There is a park in Ithaca where one can be intered au naturelle, pine box, no toxic chemicals.  I like that idea....resting in a forest preserve..............................being reclaimed by mother earth, fawns and woodchucks nearby. greensprings

The other option is a Roman Catholic cemetary.  I did go to Mass on Sunday and intend on going to confession during lent.....get things right with the Godly system that I so insulted.

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