Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
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Thursday, February 15, 2018

Burnt in the Burnt Over District

My personal drama was going on here in the Finger Lakes and it was a drama about magic. Certainly there must be something magical about the finger lakes. I called it radioactivity while ill, but in retrospect, the magic is about qi, or life force, energy. All energy is wavelengths. I had an epiphany about the finger lakes. If you recall, this area was call the burnt over district in the past, referring to the religious fervor of the area. I proposed that perhaps this psychological phenomenon was because of the geology. Our underground rock is shale over limestone. The oldest fossil of a tree was discovered in Naples, NY. The limestone formation is an ancient seabed, perhaps from the time of Pangea. ( the orginal continent). I proposed that Keuka lake was a highly radioactive area because of these formations. Quite true to my vision, radon is a problem in the area. My theory was that people were affected by the radioactive formations in the eighteen hundreds and the the vibrations from the earth and soil caused people to become political activists. The Finger Lakes area is home to many movers and shakers of the past. There is Frederick Douglas and Elizabeth Cady Stanton, Susan B. Anthony and Amelia Bloomer. The first female doctor, Elizabeth Blackwell, was educated in Geneva Ny. The first female minister was in Wayne county. In auburn we have Harriet Tubman and Seward. This area was home to revolutionaries.

Is it possible that these people had a form of radioactive psychosis which made them so brave and so able to think about world problems and solutions? It was against the law for women to dress in pants, so it came about locally that a radical woman invented bloomers. Bloomers made it easier for women to bicycle. The bicycle revolutionized the female experience. We also are the home of glenn curtiss, early aviator. Much was going on in this area, maybe there is a direct relationship with charges from the soil going to people's brains.

I had a theory that after the civil war, southerners moved her to take over the holy ground as well as germans after world war II. My delusions took a darker turn and I fantasized that in the present time it was known by secret organizations about the energies of the area and that the there are coded businesses, which are exhibits which prove such. If you enter the canandaigua area from the north there is a kentucky fried chicken (Southern)on rt 332 and an Aldi's store(German.) I figured out that the Finger Lakes area is a Little Germany. Reisling wine is so popular, here. I researched, Reisling area was the last stand of German troops in homeland Germany. I fancied that when people toasted Reisling wine, they were toasting to the continuation of WWII. I proposed that we rename keuka lake Krum See, German translation of Keuka Lake. (Crooked Lake)

The KKK is a secret organization, they do not broacast their presence. I envisioned that I was a secret KKK sex slave. I had this realization, that if you were a liberal, or a non racist person you were turned into a multiple personality entity which was then enslaved. I had even darker visions that in each family this be enslaved or be a slaver drama was taking place. If people talked, they were told that they were mentally ill and given medications. It is true that in the movies, for instance, Rosemary's baby, the plot line is take the medications if you are not in the secret society. This further led me to the belief that we live in a society of people on the in on secrets and those that our duped or medicated and left out of the secret activities. I identified with the revolutionaries of an earlier time and wanted to expose the conspiracies and be a heroe to the no nothings and the secret sex slaves.

I found a librium in my bedside table and believed I was being enslaved. If a person had multiple personalities they do not usually recall events that happen in each different personality. I started having memories which were what I thought were dreams that were break throughs to the different conscious awareness. The question came to my mind, are multiple personalities actually possession by another spirit? I in 2012 I spoke in a different language for three days. Sometimes I would talk in a different accent. I started recalling different events which involved different characters in my life, such as my art instructor. I had a dream in which I heard his voice talking to me while I slept. I imagined I must have I heard him while in a different personality. The voice in the dream was a crossover between two personalities. I found bruises on my inner thighs which could not be accounted for. I went for help to my therapist and she was not supportive, she asked, “ You don't like being a sex slave?” Others asked, “Where is this pornography, that you suspect has been made of you?” I said, “On the dark internet.” The dark internet consists of different browsers that people gain access to via the secret society memberships. The dark internet is a real life reality.

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