Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
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Wednesday, August 2, 2017

Child of God

My first enemies in life were my husband's family.  They did not like me because of various reasons.  Probably because I was needy. My family was emotionally abusive and I married out of hunger for acceptance which I did not get.  I have noticed a pattern over the years.  People who pick out others and decide that a certain other person is not worthy of acceptance have to sell their viewpoint to justify their actions.  I was ostracized and emotionally kicked out of the family of my husbands and people who did not like me spread the word why and that they were justified in their behavior toward me.  "All people are not going to like you."  is something my father used to say.   That is fine if some people don't like me.  I am outspoken and forthright and offend some people.  They have a right to not like me.  They don't have to spread their noxious attitudes, but they will try.

I don't believe that there are any people or group of people  that I don't like and feel that I need to spread the word about them.  Now when I was ill, I thought that there were cannibals among us, and one person even admitted to it.  I never used his name in a blog or slammed him.  I don't feel that since his behavior is distasteful to me that he no longer deserves people in his life.  I am not that kind of a person.  (The kind who feels another deserves to be ostracized.)  Social ostracization is wicked.  Humans self destruct when treated in such a manner.  I am not the type to consider suicide.  My life is an adventure and I will be here as long as God wills it, as I am a child of God.   

6 comments:

  1. Instead of always bringing up the past which seems to have a continous negative impact on you, dream or live life to the fullest and forget all of the crap from the past. At some point, as an adult one has to realize other people aren't always the problem, it is you, yourself, take responsibility.

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  2. Thanks for the comment. I am an outspoken individual and some dont like me thats taking responsibility is that not?

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  3. i said that my life is an adventure is that not living life to the fullest/

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    1. No, you contradict yourself here. Life is indeed an adventure and try as you may to live life to the fullest; you are trapped in this mind set that people whether they be friend or family are or were out to get you.

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  4. No, that is not taking responsibility. You still blame all others for your seemingly bizarre behaviors. If one is ill as you proclaim to be, how is it you remember things so vividly? From reading your blogs, it is obvious you seek attention.

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  5. I am just telling my story. Isolaation might have the effect on anybody's psychology to seek attention or a listening audience. My whole family was "sick" A normal family does not give the joy of sex book to an eleven year old. I am not ill now.

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