Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

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Monday, June 12, 2017

Visions Regarding Cannibalism and Vampirism

I visited Salem, Mass. in April of 2013 and was told by a reliable source that human vampires are a very real presence in society.  Drinking blood will make one ill usually but these people must persist and eventually get acclimated to blood drinking.  When I was hallucinating in 2016, I  perceived that cannibalism was also an activity that is a reality.  I figured that movies like Silence of the Lambs and Texas Chain Saw Massacre were a way in which artists were telling the real story of our humanity at this point in history.  Message being that cannibalism exists in all walks of life, with the elite, such as in Silence of the Lambs and with the hicks as well (TCSM).    Why do people eat each other? I wondered, in my delusionary state.  The answer, and there is always an answer, when one is delusional, was that people desired magic powers.  Cannibalism was done, to receive another's life force energy.  If a person ate another they would hear that others thoughts and get their magical powers.

I don't know if anybody has ever sneaky like, slipped me human flesh.  I thought I had been given some as a child.  I had an elaborate matrix of thoughts about the Alphabet murders and thought I had as a child, been fed one of the victims.  My mother made her own sausage meat in the mid seventies, at the same time as the murders.  My handwriting as a fifth grader was strange, and I was able to adopt another persons handwriting style.  I thought me and the person I had copied were both fed one of the victims.  I believed that my family were all schizophrenics, created so by the federal government under project Paperclip, Bluebird, Artichoke, mk ultra and project Monarch.  These titles are all named for a secret experimental project in which people are experimented on without their consent or knowledge.  This began after World War II with the Nazi doctors who fled Germany with impunity and joined forces with the CIA.

I personally, never want to eat another human.  I believe, even in dyer circumstances, that there are alternatives to cannibalism.  I no longer eat meat.  I will eat fish and shellfish.  I only eat meat of cows, pigs and chickens on rare occasions and ususally regret it as I suffer from a belly ache.  Giving up eating meat was something that happened to me while I was crazy and imagining the worst about my reality.  I created and lived in a dark reality.  Is it a valid assumption that people eat people?

I man at a wine bar, who I  knew in high school admitted to being a people eater.  These are very secretive activities which only participants may be privy to.  Part of my delusion was complicated by slavery and antebellum philosophies, that is that slaves were livestock and therefore edible.  I perceived myself as the family slave, a marmeluke. I thought that I had magical powers and that people wanted to eat me and my family to gain our powers. Jesus gives and example after all.  If a person is magical and can perform miracles he is to be consumed for powers sake.  Yuck.  I no longer desire the Eucharist.  

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