Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
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Wednesday, June 21, 2017

Information in a Small Town

I was thinking about my relationship with my neighbors, wondering where it initially went wrong.  My neighbors are friends with my parents former housekeeper we shall label as C.  When i moved here they would have gotten a scoop of information from C, which explains why the neighbor  lady (who I now know as H. (I spoke with my daughter)was not comfortable coming over and introducing herself.  C. would have given H enough information to make her nervous.  I was friends with C. until she was rejecting of me and my ideas about how I was the family sex slave.  I thought that C. might have been a sex slave handler in my delusions but never said so to her face.  It seems that I am a victim of information colluders.  My sister has contact with C.   and my daughter had contact with H.  There are no confidentiality laws when I comes to information about mental health and the family housekeeper.  She would have been in on the scuttlebutt about me since the nineteen nineties.  They are all just human, with normal fears about being normal around an abnormal person. When there is a person who thinks independently amongst of people who think alike, they get nervous.  This is compounded by the effect of a non lawn mowing small car driving character (me).
   When ill, i offended C. and told her that my mother desired to fire her years ago.  She speaks with intermittent chipmunk noises and I thought she might have alter personalities as strange vocalizations can be a symptom of multiple personalities.  C. has family that knows H. and they live behind me, F. and J.  J.was the only one who was kind enough to interact with me while I was ill.  I told him the tale of the vampire cat in person.  He  advised me that the town would mow my lawn and charge me if I did not mow it myself.

I probably should have figured out a more proactive approach when I moved here, knowing that the family house keeper had me surrounded with people with partial information.  I would be smart to move away, but it is not in my financial best interest.  When it comes to information around the house keeper it would be expected that sharing of personal mental health info would be minimal, but I have never had much loyalty from my family.  I believe that I could have been drugged by them with hallucinogens to have the mental episodes.....that they could actually have been Satanic in their expression of love towards me.  I am the Satanic victim in the family.  Once I had to take antipsychotics for years, the withdrawal of the medications would cause an event,   due to the nature of brain receptors and blockers.  Luckily, I can think rationally now and see how my relationship with the neighbors was tainted from the beginning by the former housekeeper and subsequently abnormalized by my daughter.  She introduced herself to the neighbors and talked with them about me while I was in my home.  It was a really odd feeling.  Such disrespect is hard to experience....They exchanged phone numbers and set up a spy and report plan.  I do not have hard feelings against my daughter.  She is kooky and I am spooky.

I have a conspiracy theory, it is Satanism supported by the government called MK Ultra, project monarch.  Family and friends do not want to believe in my theory, that our family is a part of it all.

5 comments:

  1. You should seriously focus on yourself, you seem to like to take pictures? Are you interested in any form of Art?

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    1. Yesterday I finished a poppet of Jemima Wilkinson, a local historical religious figure from the 1800's and I donated to the Yates county arts council benefit.

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    2. Awesome, have you thought of volunteering at Yates County Historical Society?

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  2. I am in fact, an artist. Amesascribbles.com chronicles my art classes at flcc and also showcases some of my poppet art. with poor photography at times, I will admit.

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    1. amesascribble.com Education in Creativity

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