Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
And in the End was the Word, Amy's Word

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Monday, March 27, 2017

Monday's Rambling Thoughts

My psychiatrist, who is part of the Elmira State system does not discount my perceptions of my reality and MK Ultra.  This is a sort of validation of my reality which I appreciate immensely.  I have noticed that people do not generally have as many moles as I had, especially at such a young age.  Tis as though my face had been splattered with brown.. Transmitters hidden in flesh?

 I have decided that it is in my own best interest to be agreeable to the psychiatric medication as I want to successfully interact with people in my world.  I call it my "SHUT UP shot".  This shot makes it so that  I don't talk to strangers so freely.  My family pushed me away.  When a being is shut out from the people close to them, a being might naturally attempt conversations with strangers.  Tis the human brain seeking interaction.  I had ceased blogging as well, so my need to communicate with others was met via talking with strangers.  I have never shunned any of my friends or loved ones or judged harshly any patients and their peculiarities that I interacted with as a nurse.  Somehow, though, I received that karmic equation.  I have been analyzing myself and my situation.  I spoke of cannibalism, which is in fairy tales, such as Hansel and Gretel and in the movies.  It is taboo to talk of such in a personal letter or in conversations.  I did not realize this at the time, but do now.  Why is this so?  I would imagine that it is such a horror, that people do not speak of it often to each other.  It horrifies me as well.

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