Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
And in the End was the Word, Amy's Word

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Friday, June 17, 2016

Trust and the Emotions of a Perpetual Victim

Yesterday, I experienced what my ex BF used to call Blogarrhea.  I posted many entries late into the night.  I was angry at first that a Journal of mine was taken.  Now, I realize that it is a good thing, that most likely it is in good hands and help with my fakality /reality will be forthcoming.  I already have telepathic assistance.  The telepathic presence assured me that all is well with my journal.  I will trust.

I am going to purchase a new artist sketch notebook today and continue with my work.  I have decided that beading Rosaries would be a good practice.  I have ordered some supplies.  I have one nearly completed.  It is made from coral beads. I would like to make high end ones of silver and gold with natural stones.

When a person is victimized, raped repeatedly over decades that experience can bring forth hostility.  I work out my hostile feelings through my art work, with poppets photographs in my journaling.   This action keeps me safe, and free of hostility in my interactions with people in the real world.  It is an outlet, a release for the emotions of a perpetual victim.




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