Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
And in the End was the Word, Amy's Word

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Tuesday, June 21, 2016

This Question of Confidence

The Nature vs Nurture argument was brought up in our family.  I had a mean older sister and a father who was very distant.  My mother was kind until I was about 13 then she became very mean.  I suppose, lacking confidence was why I married a man that I did not love.  I was fearful to go out into the world.  I did not have a loving family.  I know now that this was social engineering by the Project Bluebird, MK Ultra influence in my life.  I would imagine if my mother did have positive feelings toward me that they would use aversion therapy to get her to be mean to me.  She was pretty difficult to be around.  I was alone.  I am alone now, except for my children and my mental helpers.

I might be lacking in self confidence were it not for the radiological attacks against my life.  These attacks confirm that I am not delusional about the sex slavery.    They also confirm that it is okay for me to have a healthy dose of self confidence as a victim of the USA government.  I don't believe that my solitude here in Penn Yan is permanent, nor are my lack of funds.

I do not believe myself to be "Bipolar".  I have been the victim of an abusive family and government.  They dose me with rads to create the image of bipolar and I get psychotic.  I am a VICTIM of a greedy situation.  Melting popcorn in your mouth is not normal, toasting kasha without heat is not normal. Does MK Ultra believe mistakenly that they can put the Jeannie back into the sex slave bottle?  Well, you can't.  I know what it real and what is not......Fakality......That is what you try to sell me and I don't buy it anymore.  I think that a woman who has not had confidence for years and years can indeed become confident.

MK Ultra End Study Conclusion:

We tried to nurture Amy into a personality which lacked confidence and purpose.  We denied her her nursing career, we made her men friends abusive, we made her children reject her.  This was all for nothing.  She believes in herself and her ideals and she is a confident entity.

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