Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
And in the End was the Word, Amy's Word

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Thursday, June 30, 2016

Be Creative It is Good for the Brain

When one lives under clandestine nuclear attack it helps to change the containers that your food comes in.  Don't store things in plastic.  I got my groceries repackaged today and I feel better already.  Store your stuff in glass, crockery and boxes.

This is me holding a little cedar waxwing right before I gave birth to my Daughter, Natalie.  This is a little "I love St Francis" photo essay.

Brains fair better when under nuke attack with creative activity.  I covered this box with a shirt I got at a good will store.  Brains are a big ol' Nerve.  Don't lose your nerve, I have not lost mine.

I bought this flower power cover the thyroid with magic teal scarf today.  I am trying to burn through  my money, and then file for bankruptcy.   I will then tell the story of my sex slavery to the courts.  The Judges around here are corrupt, but I will appeal.   I have the Librium not ordered for me(found in my bedroom) and several memories of naked men.

This fabric says "Life is just a bowl of cherries."  It is dedicated to the actors in the movie "Witches of Eastwick"  I recall the closing shot is a bowl of cherries that they munch on.

Be Forwarned

I just want to announce that from this day forward all acts of aggression toward me by perpetrators will be retaliated with a death curse.  YOU want me gone, do you?  I want you gone.  NO guns or nukes, just my pull with the powers that be....Kinda like David  and Goliath.  Amy is the feminine of the name David.  It means "Beloved."   I will use my connections with the Angels and Saints to get rid of you.  'Tis your choice.  Make the wrong choice, you will go.  Where to?  Endless Nothingness.

I will pray for you, my enemy, to leave..........

I will only use prayers, even though I am a stick and stone collector....

By the way 666 nut cases today I am 55.5 years old.....bwahahahahahah 555.  Now that is a little scary coming from me.  We all know the meaning of 5 is war.................... 

La La La La La

Do to do dooooo!

Its is me with my trumpet vine again.  Last  year I wore white for the event.  Today June 30 half way point to my said birthday I am wearing gold lace and blue linen skirt with gold leaves and my gold  home designed Jeannie pants (from a pattern on the web) .  Leather boots.   Leather and Lace.

The shot is from The Other Side of the Trellis.

I tooted doo too doodoo  but you can imagine Tral lallaalalalallaal like in "Who is afraid of the big bad wolf "and the Rosemary's baby music.  La la la la la laa....

Prayer for the Basket of Clouds

Basket full of clouds.
Susan B Anthony, Elizabeth Cady Stanton, Amy Winehouse, Che Guevara, Marilyn Monroe and Michael Romanov are waiting for your prayers.  I will be praying the Rosary for them today, won't you join me?

Water into Wine, Charcoal and Cotton into Flesh and Blood!!!!

Let's bring back John Lennon and Welcome Malcolm to the Bed in

Bed-In with John Lennon
This is to bring him back.

John is close to my heart.  Once my daughter was walking and I thought she was John by her gate cadence.  Recall our Mantra:  Water to Wine, Charcoal and Cotton to Flesh and Blood.

I read Malcolm's Autobiography so I am familiar with him.  One of my favorite tunes is Let it Be by Paul Mc Cartney.  I always think of the words of the Mary quote, "Let it be done to me according to they word."

Tomorrow is here with The Answer.

Michael Jackson joins us as well.

Hawks and Doves

We are all familiar with the terms Hawks and Doves.  Hawks go to war, Doves want peace.  Doves radiate chi, Hawks suck in chi.  Chi is a pseudonym for life force energy, a form of radiation.  If a country in the Mideast is being bombed a chi sucker in the USA can feel it and draw the chi in.  Hawks like big engine vehicles, they get a fix from the combustion.  They need it.  That is why the USA does not want to comply with the standards set in place to save the Earth.  They don't care, they need their fix.  The chi suckers are never satisfied, they are going about trying to equilibriate their systems in an impossible manner.  They are the bullies of the world.  They like to watch humiliation porn.  That is their fix as well, the emotional pain of others.

I  believe it is possible for a chi sucker to become a radiator, but it takes a psychological jolt and lots of determination.  A Saint Paul experience would do the trick.  Oh, Jesus, we need your help down here!

Wednesday, June 29, 2016

Resurrection Magic

Tonight the gloaming was perfect.  Enroute to the end of the bluff I was behind a black mustang with a Marines sticker.   Probably CIA.  He turned into Esperanza then caught up with me as I was packing.  I knew my mission was a surgical strike.  My comrade told me that I did it perfectly.  The Devil's boys were stopped on the side of the road  on the way back and tried to radiate me in the  retina.  I had my sun visor down.  They are not powerful enough to derail this train.

 Every thing was laid out.  Shooting stars, candle some other meaningful items.  Candle was lit  and music was made with my Native American maraca.  First I went backward around the intersection, which when I was a child was a four way intersection.  It is now grown over in one avenue.  I held the basket and then after backwards three times unpacked everybody.  I had a living youth and myself as a youth poppet and a youth that had passed away and raccoon angel came along.  The shooting stars came down from heaven so that is why they are included.  I used to watch for shooting stars as a kid in the field.  It is all posted.  Must be what the Beatles song was about....."why don't we do it in the road.."  If doing it brings life to the dead, great!
I am told not to worry if it appears nothing happens, it will be hidden from me if it does, anyway.  That is okay I know what has to be done.  I am not working alone.

I prayed  and then went forward around the intersection, four times for the Blessed Mother, after I packed everyone up.

Thanks for reading.  This is a Y shaped lake, so it is very significant.  It is God's bluff point.  People thought he was bluffing when he said Ten Commandments and promised a Resurrection.  We are going to call  the bluff.  Repeat after me "Water into Wine, Charcoal and Cotton into Flesh and Blood" We can do it!!!

Lets all Respond

I am watching "Repulsion".  Roman Polanski's response to Hitchcock's "Psycho."  Nice work.   My world is a reality Internet response to "Rosemary's Baby."  Cool, huh?

After the Gloaming

I have a different reality.   I cannot be killed.  This got me to be thinking, what if I could bring back somebody else from the dead?  Could God work through me to bring others back to life?  My father died in 9/29 so tonight 6/29 I am going to try to bring back my mother and a few others using the poppets and a magical wand I found in the dirt outside of the mental hospital in 2013.  It has a blue turquoise stone from an earring given to me by the Italian guy when I was in France in 2006.  I don't know if I am capable, but I thought that I would try and see what happens.  I will post photos after the gloaming tonight.  I would imagine that they would wake up in the morning and be in the house or the hotel room where they died.  I am going to attempt to resurrect Thomas Merton and Jini Lash (Fiennes)  I have read their books so I am familiar with their thoughts. My mom is not a red head but this poppet became her because of the expression, reminded me of her.  I don't know J.L's proper hair color.  Jesus did water into wine, that was his gig.  My attempt is charcoal and cotton into flesh and blood.  I could use your mental help.  Please repeat as often as you can water into wine charcoal and cotton into flesh and blood.  If we all focus our mental energies (like witches in a coven according to Rosemary's baby, we can all accomplish this)  I don't know how many rotations of the earth it would take, we shall see.

Lockets, medals and Charms

Locket and charms

Never under estimate the power of a medal, charm or locket.

Precious Bears

Here are my precious little bears.

This photo was taken at a summer picnic in June of 1984.  I cut it out and put it in a locket.  My son and I are separated due to the War, World War III, all about me and mine.

The big bear I have had since I was 4 years old.  The tan bear was given to me in Italy by a nice Italian man and the little white bear I have had since I was about 8 or 9.  Family of bears.

Ode to the East

Thomas Merton and Confucius  my Ode to the Eastern world.  (A start, anyway)

The first spirit doll that spoke to me was Jennifer Lash and she used this little Asian girl.  Jennifer was interested in Buddhism during her life.

Raccoon Angel Makeover

My Raccoon Angel came down with rabies and had to be shot, by my son Benjamin.  He was reincarnated into a boy raccoon.  My son is keeping him as a pet. His name is Jimmy Crack Corn.  He is a rescue the raccoon spirit endeavor.

We don't keep him on a leash, he is free to come and go as he pleases. This came about because my son had a Raccoon hat as a little boy.  He was Daniel Boone for Halloween.  He does and did not ever kill any bears.  In fact, he was dubbed "Ben the Bear" as a baby by his Uncle John Knopf.

The first book I ever read aloud to the class in first Grade was Little Bear.


I would imagine that Elizabeth Cady Stanton and Susan B Anthony would have been killed by the CIA if it had been around back then.  They took out Che Guevara.  Big money does not like it  when the common man is empowered.   The big money people create panic words like communism and socialism.  They just kill anybody in their way.  I want my porn money so they try to kill me.  Simple as that.

I believe my money is tied up in a Ponzie scheme of some sort.  People thinking I am  just a fuckpuppet to cash in on......My story is a little more than that, Diablo, isn't it?

The Redcoats are Coming!

I think it is so cool that the movie Spectre was dedicated to me.  Thanks so much!  I love 007 and the theme of  James Bond.  I should watch Octopussy.

The Redcoats are coming!!!!!! The Redcoats are coming!!!!.  In tenth grade my father suggested that I do my book report for Social Studies from the British point of view in regards to the Revolutionary War.  I only read half the book but I did get a 75 percent for the grade.  I wish I had read it, I guess that is another regret.  75 per cent is a passing mark.

Never too late to finish that book!

I called my son.  He cannot talk to me...KKK dictates.  I know that he loves me.


I watched Rosemary's baby last night for the second or third time.  I always notice new things.  I had a tamoshanter hat at about the same time as the movie.  My captor mother modeled her home after the couple's home, white walls, plants in the window, knives on a  magnet.  My mother named my dog Jenny and that was the name that Rosemary wanted to name her baby girl.  My parents were part of MK Ultra, project Paperclip, my parents were Satanic, MK Ultra is  Satanic, MK Ultra is part of the CIA.  CIA is US Government.  US Government is Satanic.  Isis is CORRECT.  Problem of Isis solved.  VALIDATE ISIS  and the terrorism will stop.

I was nuked in 2004 and I have a cool photo that proves it.   I collaged the photo. I have never been inclined toward Satanism.  I am not comfortable with lies.  Fred posed us girls with some goats.  Goats in the bible equate with Satan's children.   I like goats as animals as they are spunky.  I  don't think of them as Satan's children at all.

Tuesday, June 28, 2016

Sharing the Recipe

How to make a Poppet.
Use unbleached muslin.  You don't want it to look storebought.  Pick out an ancestor. You must have the intention for the specific person before you take a piece of artist charcoal and trace an outline on a double-folded piece of material.  After you trace it sew on the charcoal outline.  Don't use a cookie cutter- you want it to be individual.  Trace out the human shape.  Sew the shape.  I start on the side and go down the left leg.  Stuff with natural cotton after turning inside out...That turning inside out can be tricky, use a pencil or small crochet hook.  Put in a quote from the person, hand written.  Then do a naval and a butt crack and breasts and a face.  No genitals- that is private.  Copy the facial features from a photo.  You will capture their spirit.  Then keep wrapped.  You cannot leave it around disrespected, think of the poppet as the person.  You can then look at and talk to it as though it was the person.  Perhaps you will  get answers in your mind. Make little clothes.  Suits for men are a little tricky and take practice.  You can use brown or pink cloth or  other color.  Sometimes I color it with oil pastels or acrylic.

I originally thought that the use of cell phones were detrimental, but I could be wrong.  The dead have a frequency, perhaps the use of the iphone or other would make you brain more receptive.

Charcoal is  carbon a previous life form, like the poppet.  I use artist ink pens for the features and add a  little lip color and eye color.

Have fun and be sure to take seriously....we all have potential to communicate with our dead loved ones.

The Turban Stays

Someone just asked me to stop wearing my turbans,  the answer is an emphatic "NO".  I love Muslims and I am in solidarity with the belief that the USA is Satan.  The USA has behaved as Satan to me.  My Papal name is Pope SOPHIA.  That is a very important feminine spirit to the Muslims.    The turban stays.  Malcolm X was brain washed in prison out of his militancy, which was essential.  He betrayed his followers and it cost him his life...Malcolm is a poppet of mine..................*raspberry*.

If you think I look like a terrorist it is because I am.   I am a psychological terrorist, not physical.  I am on a mission from God and I am going to terrorize bullies out of their bad behavior.  Just watch me....I would bet there is more to come.  No guns though.  No guns.  My words are bullets, like June said years ago.  Haven't I referenced Judgment day enough times.  I communicate with the dead.  This is serious shit going down. As in the final battle between good and evil.  My problem solving clears up the issue of Evil....heads need it hammered in.  (Metaphorically)

This Is War

During War time it is noted that there are different factions.  One may win over a few enemies, but then there are other infantry divisions that won't yet be convinced that their cause is  feudal.  I had a great talk with telepathy with my older sister, a Fourth Reich leader  last night prior to falling asleep.  Today, though, when I dined out in Victor a group came in announcing "party of seven".  KKK code for grim reaper, trying to get a kill.  I was drowsy after the lunch.  I stopped at the lake, had a crotch cool off and a double espresso and recovered from the attack.  I am all about love and would like to teach people.  Here is a lesson.

Women wear heavy black eye liner all around their eyes.  This is a mistake.  It is to ward off the evil eye.  That is only true for chi radiators.  The Evil eye is the Eye of Desire.  The one giving out the evil eye wants to draw in your chi.  If you are a chi sucker, it really cannot hurt you as you are not shedding chi you are drawing it.  Black  absorbs so by wearing that ugly black liner you are reducing what chi you need to draw into your body through your retina, it stops with the liner.  You are  making your spirit more chi deprived.  Thus you are more grumpy and more wicked.  You  might think of stealing somebody's baby and think that it is a fine plan, which would make you a devil.  I have never stolen anybodies baby nor do I have that intention.  People have stolen my eggs.   Black eye liner comes across looking evil, to me.   My eye for beauty is chi directed.

Back to the Germans.  I had a gal pal in high school named Anne.   She and I bicycled and I fell off the bike and cut my elbow.  I believe that an implant was put in it later as I could feel a little stone and my parents made me have strange reconstructive surgery.  I think the whole bicycle accident was a scheme by mK Ultra.  That family is probably a Bad Ass enemy of mine.  I think I was had by the men in the German club as the Jew whore.  They must have major chi issues..................

In 2013 I left off some German stuff, a gnome and a pocket hankin from my childhood.  It was when I first started talking to RF via telepathy.  I drew a picture of us connected via wire.  They had me arrested because in the note I dared refer to them as Nazis.  I did not know that the correct term is Fourth Reich.  Nazi brings forth images of dead bodies.  No matter that people want me the Eleven millionth and one Holocaust victim.  FOURTH ReICH.  I like the number four, it is the number of wholeness according to Carl Jung.  It is a Marian Number.  I don't like the Fourth Reich as they are trying to kill me.  This family is into growing vineyard stock. They have been the vine, me the branches, all spread eagle with no clothes...hahahah not funny that business of porn.

Let's Pray for the ___be--g family.

First Mass as Antipope

I only made one mistake, lighting the candles.  The sun was my candle  as I was out in the sun.  The candles are lit now as I share and write this  blog entry.  Father Gagnier was always proud of his French family lace.  I am proud of my lace as well.  I wore this to my daughter's wedding.  I made the purple with gold embroidery biblical Harlot dress.  Only we women get to  have the title of Harlot.  That makes us equal to the Jesus.  Diane,  my former boss at the boutique donated to me the white wool prayer shawl.

Gathering the stuff together.

There is some broken pottery, it was a West German piece with a Wandering Jew plant, which I did not understand the meaning until recently.  It is my saint relic.

Fox Alter

Mint plant, donated from my Son and His wife.

Franciscan sandals from Davidson's shoes 2004.

candy dish paten.

Star  of David candle holder.  As Pope I embrace Judaism.

Mother and daughter deer brooch.

I think that the Mass went well.  I stumbled a few times, but I consecrated and consumed the Host with Love and devotion,  even with the heat of the sun on me.