Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
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Monday, April 18, 2016

Pattern Repeats are A Relationships

I have two former friends, one went by Mimi and the other by UU.  These were programmed relationships, both abusive.  Mimi- meemee came across as miss Roman Catholic Pure Pants.  UU came across as Libertine.  I imagine the pure woman was (mi-mi to say that she was the pure one and UU was libertine to say that I was libertine.  -I am not libertine.)

Both were/are programmed, guided and prompted with ideas on how to interact with me.  The program falsely, in error believed it could mould the way I, I thought about myself.  I was kept on the phone by mimi for over two hours at time, and I took it like a retard, the retard that I was due to psychiatric medication.  She also did weird things like bring me her old shoe handmi-downs and restaurant salad three days old.

U-U, well you have heard how he treated me before.  He insulted me loudly in public more than once.  Played mind  games with terms of endearment and behaved with an angry demeanor while in bed, after sex, when bonding would take place.

These "characters" are just that, Characters in the program with the intent to weaken me.  As true to a Winner I was only strengthened in my resolve of who I am and what I stand for, I was never corrupted.  I am incorruptible as evidenced by these two psychodrama episodes.  True to their names, this posture of The Program, is a pattern repeat.

This is I- I and my son the sailor and La-La and a little bbabby..  La -la is a transformer --in the signals, like a transformer on an electrical pole.  A Trans-form-her? Not so!

This is a dolly- Mimi, La-La and UU- note the metallic communication devices

La -la is a reference to Jim Kerr's Simple Minds "Don't You Forget About Me."  It contrasts with the music from Rosemary's Baby. La-lalala

I go by Na-na with my Grandchildren, which I don't really like be cause it is a negative or a taunt like in Joan Baez, "The Night They Drove Ol Dixie Down"
I did just realize that Na-na is a double negative, so it is not negative at all!!! OH, the joy of Lex.

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