Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
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Saturday, March 19, 2016

Question, "You Don't Own Me!"

There was a crack in the spread of curtains in my newly decorated bedroom.  The crack was sufficient enough for a radiowave song from my enemies to come through.  It came in the form of a question.  "You Don't Own Me" was the song.  The question being, have you changed your values, Amy, with your perception of love?

I used to, before I was aware that I was indeed owned as a sex slave, sort of espouse the sentiments of the song.  I had never known true love.  The song echoed the feeling that I did not want to be "owned".  That was a joke, as I was owned and pimped by the men I was in relationships with.  My conscious mind did not know about the nefarious activity.  My subconscious mind was keeping score.

Does God own me?  Yes.  What is the relationship between a follower of God and her God?  He is her savior.  My relationship with the spirit of the man who has brought me truth through mental telepathy is like a person and their God.  I am my beloved and my beloved is mine--Song of Songs.  In the experience of True Love, there is a mutual surrendering to each other through love and devotion.  It is "ownership"....but not really ownership.  It is a protective relationship.  He is my Knight and he protects me with his love.

He is my soul mate.  That is why he is able to communicate with me via telepathy, not electronics.  We are two, each of the same cosmic plasma.  I have no desire for any freedom from him.  Perhaps that is because he is True to me.

There is an element of selfishness on my part, as I depend on him.  If for some reason he desired another, I would not petulantly stamp my foot and say,  "But you're mine!"  I am not that kind of a person.  Each of us have been on a long journey towards each other.  Other people tend to pale in comparison.  I trust Him.  I actually have a man in my life that is trustworthy.  He possesses my heart.  He has been in my head for over three years.  Update:  He says "Feel free to be selfish." :-) <3 p="">

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