Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
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Thursday, January 7, 2016

The Tactic of Shaming

I have been cogitating about the "sweets" on my cards.  Let me explain the way The Secret Organization works with mind control.  The secret organization told people in my world to send cards with sweets on it as they know"If you like sweets you like sex."  This was an attempt to shame me.  As the woman with mulitople personalities and a seven year old brain in a woman's body (as in the mental retard) I apparently enjoyed prostitution and porn.  Am I ashamed that as a retarded person I enjoyed the feeling of an orgasm?  Are retarded people not allowed physical pleasure?  How would a retard woman know right from wrong?  They would not.  I am very proud of my spirit, that I was able to turn the psychological pain of the betrayal of friends and family into a pleasurable event. I am also proud that my mind was able to go to sleep and let other spirits manage my body while I was being repeated raped in my child mind with woman's body.

I FEEL NO SHAME TO BE WHO I AM AND WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH.  YOU ARE THE PEOPLE WHO NEED TO EXAMINE WHO YOU ARE.....You may be disappointed and surprised.

HEY BIG BOYS IN THE KKK!  YOU CANNOT SHAME ME.

Shaming is a tactic child molesters use to exercise control over their victims.  I once was stung by a hornet.  In my mind I surrendered to the sensation of the sting.  The pain immediately went away.   That is strength, not weakness.

Addendum.  I was a little girl about 7 or 8.  A person in my family sat across from me cross legged and we played a game of "the bee and the flower."  Our feet were the bees. Take a wild guess what was the flower.  A few weeks later, I said, to this person," lets play the bee and the flower game."  This person attempted to shame me about the game.  I did not know right from wrong and I was not ashamed.  Looking back, I would have to suppose that I had been molested.  This is how I was able to analyse about molestation, children and shame.  

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