Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
And in the End was the Word, Amy's Word

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Monday, December 7, 2015

Of all The Men I've Loved Before

I have been working on a photo journal of my poppets as they work through Karma.  It's a sort of Judgment Day Journal.  I think through all my relationships and with the help of angels and saints and spirits I figure things out.  I get the whole scoop from my spirit friends.

I am the kind of woman who, in the past was very loving and gentle.  I tried to always have an open mind.  Then I was informed that I had multiple personalities and that people who I love were exploiting me.  Some folks are just plain bad.  Some, like myself, have been subjects of Fourth Reich style mind control, so I cut them slack.  I have even begun to realize that the two people who started all my trouble, my mother and father, were victims of mind control by the US government.  I no longer admire or respect the government of the United States.    Back to my story, which is about love.

From about 1975 to 1978 I loved a character named Joseph, no real relationship.  I have realized that he is somewhat of a humor whore.  He will do anything for a laugh at anyone's expense.  There is no limit when searching for a laugh.

Next, although married, I loved my husbands brother. (1983-1988), (No real relationship) His loyalty to his family is amazing and I finally realized tonight that he is truly one of them.  He found my exploitation amusing.  Apparently in the triple initial world, I am a possession of my X father in-law, as a sex slave. (or perhaps they have shares)  My husbands brother is not bothered by that.  The thing about evil is the longer you are around it the more it seems normal.  Normal does not register as evil.

I also had an infatuation with my children's pediatrician.  (1988-1994) True to the tradition of the Triple initial org...if there was somebody I admired, I had to be taught a lesson.  That person is no better than the wicked triple initial people.  They believe that all people would be bad if they could get away with it.   So my pediatrician in the covert world of sex slavery, mistreated me.   My Angelic guide has not brought me to the realization that the pediatrician is intrinsically bad, like the others that I had loved.  We shall see.  Those angels know everything.

Ya know the song, "I'd rather be a hammer than a nail?"  I get to be the hammer in my cosmic journal, after having been the nail.  It is actually much more gratifying that way.

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