Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
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Tuesday, November 3, 2015

Who is Amy? Don't Ask Lisa

The real me (Amy,) the one who does not partake in porn in anyway and who does not sell herself, has been bothered all day by these words from my sister Lisa.  "You are so judgmental!"    That was the reason she gave me for never wanting to get together,( prior to my full revelation as to her role in my drama. ) In the 1980's and 90's I was judgmental about mothers who did not breastfeed.  I don't recall being a very judgmental person.  Perhaps I was judgmental about people who had 6 to 8 cats and dogs as pets.  I hate big trucks, I might have turned up my nose about a purchase of theirs.  I was the one who had experienced feelings for other men while married.  I was always hesitant to judge people on matters of the heart.

In my poppetry, which truly reveals my nature, I always defer judgment to Arch Angel Raphael.  I am glad that God sent me Arch Angel Raphael.  He has taught me about demons.  In the story of Tobit in the bible he is pro-economic justice.  I am a nurse and Raphael is a healer, with the fish gall in the bible story.  If I have a poppet who represents someone who has done me wrong, I don't just willy nilly stick pins in it.  I ask, "Raphael, what do we do with this person?"  I let Raphael do the judging.  After all, he knows way more than me.  I even ask him when to post my blog entries.

My sister did not want to be seen in public with me.  She knew what I did not know then, that is that I am a porn star on the dark internet...(Revenge Porn)  She did not want to put forward to the public that she approved of my activities in another personality, while in truth, she was quite involved with the porn and prostitution drama.

She might have been fearful of being judged, if people knew her role in the exploitation of me.  This is all fantastic supposition.  I know nothing other than what my angelic guide tells me.  This is an entry of mystical surrealism.  It does explain, though, why as sisters we have never spent time together.

I pray for my sister, as I fear that she is under some kind of foreign mind game spell.  I wish for her to be able to recognize her own thoughts vs. those thoughts that are artificially implanted.  In 2013 I had the feeling that I was under mind control.  I would imagine I am not the only player in this game with such a reality..  I have read that people can be radioed thoughts and not even realize that it an intrusion. Here is a site that sells protection.

My phospenic image this morning was that of a white glowey alien, like in the movie, coming out of a body.  This does not refer to me.  I communicate with the Angels and spirits, they are "the other".  When one is inhabited by an alien they are  not aware of it.

Update footnote; "You are so judgmental "  was a joke as Sis had sold me to a judge to teach me a Karmic Lesson.  It is quite ironic as the encounter with the Judge increased my chi, fourfold or more.  

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