Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
And in the End was the Word, Amy's Word

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Monday, October 12, 2015

"L" Versus She-wolf Anima

While bathing, tonight, my Arch Angel Raphael told me this.

There is a certain "L." in my world that I believe believes my true nature is to be a whore.  He facilitated the multiple personality scenario for years all while my baseline personality knew nothing, happily raising my family.  I therapist in 1990 said he and I were in competition.  I divorced "L" in '04.

I had a relationship with "G." since 2010, and it was on again off again.  Each time it was on again I was demoted till 2014 I would be just a booty call every so often.  This was "G." and I loved him and resented being treated in this way.  This drama was scripted so that I would be proven to be a whore by nature.  I have never aspired to be a sex worker and I resent not being appreciated for my mind by men.  Men are by nature competitive and they would rather appreciate a woman for her body than for her mind.  They want to think of themselves as superior mentally and to interact with a woman for her mind might be threatening.  I know it was very threatening for "L".

"G." was probably on the mobster payroll.  I broke it off with "G".

I play with my poppet toys.  This is "L" with the Alpha she wolf, my anima.

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