Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
And in the End was the Word, Amy's Word

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Wednesday, October 14, 2015

How to love a Traitor

My Ex-husband used to say, "Let the Games Begin!"  I think after we divorced he believed that pay back was due to me.  He even cursed me, "May you never find true love!"  I think that the games he was referring to were Mobster Mind Games. I believe that seeking revenge against a woman is a sign of cowardice and insecurity.

I have spoken about G. and how I feel he was paid by the mobsters in my reality to treat me in a certain way.  Today, while at work and the shop was quiet I was instructed to look up G on the computer to draw his face.  I did not find his face but, his deceased brother's face did come up in the search.  I started praying and his brother started talking to me.  He said, to be more loving, that the injuries to me have made me stronger and that I am in a good place.  We discussed how G treated me, insulting me in public more than once, treating me as if I were good for nothing but a sexual liaison.

 A. said G. was a mercenary soldier hired by my X and his organization to mistreat me.  He has a social neediness that I have observed which might make him easy prey.

Somehow, I was able to see through to the good person buried beneath the maltreatment.  I am a General in these "games".  I have many spirits that have come to talk to me and be my helpers.  I worry that G. is in a trance, unable to think for himself.  God please help G.

I have a belief that my reads are actually much higher and that the blogger his showing a one when the read is 1000.  This is mainly because I have such an interesting story...

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