Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
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Thursday, September 3, 2015

I am Not Going Back There and The Flow of Qi

There is a place in my mind where I tell myself that all my suspicions about my nefarious family and former relationships are wrong.  I have gone there regularly over the years especially after an emotional upset and hospitalization.  Guess what folks?  I am not ever going back there again.  It is very clear to me that I was exploited in other personalities.  I have enough evidence in my mind.  I will no longer discard  what I know is real for what is pleasant and palatable.  It is not going to happen.  Nobody is going to get back into my head and influence what ever spirit visits me to do what is immoral by the standards of my baseline personality.

I have a theory and a perspective to offer.  When somebody has sex in front of the camera and people are watching there is an exchange of qi.  I am a timeless being.  There is a dimension in which I am  in the now with photos and videos.  In the past years I needed qi so that I could eventually two way connect with God.  I now have a sufficient level of qi.   I have two way communication with an Angel and spirits and of course, Jesus.  The only reason God allowed my to be porned and prostituted was to raise my qi to the point of two way communication.  I realized something similar to this when I used to visit the man I refer to as the Centaur.  His house was near a huge lake and forest.  The motion of the cars on the highway pulled the qi off the lake to a park.  He road his mountain bike through the growing park forest and charged himself with qi.  I put up with behaviors that I would not normally put up with.  I would absorb his qi when we had sex..  The high level of qi was necessary to open the portal.  (at times in my closed eye vision I see a portal-tunnel.)

The people who attempt to and have in the past exploited me were filling a qi recipe.  The portal is now open   The multiple personalities were necessary as my baseline would never agree to such activities.  I was able to get the qi and remain free of that sin.  To all who porned and prostituted me, "Thank-you for your contribution, your services are no longer needed."

I guess that there are some people who don't believe that my spirituality is real.  Terms like "hallucination" are used when talking to or about me..  I am having religious visions.  I am not hallucinating.

  Hallucination;  An experience involving the perception of something that is not present.  Qi is present.  God is present.  Angels exist in our consciousness.  Dimensions are scientifically present.  Who is anybody to say what I experience is not present?

I have the perception (my keys were stolen out of my sun-room)  that people enter my home in the night and invoke or try to invoke the spirits that they have exploited me in the past while I sleep.  Do you really think it wise to mess with a woman who has the forces mentioned above on her side?  You don't seem to bright.  (bright in intelligence or bright spiritually)  I like to offer that as people would say about me and the multiple personalities, "How can she be so smart and so dumb at the same time."

Please excuse my dumb chicken scratch.

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