Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
And in the End was the Word, Amy's Word

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Friday, July 17, 2015

"You Will Act Out!" State Worker Curses Patient

"You will act out"  was a curse bestowed upon my by my former case manager.

 On our last visit a few weeks back she suggested all my poppets be kept in the little cottage next door.  (I should purchase it for my poppets)  The way she said it was as though she was trying to send my poppet spirits out of my house. Another time she likened my apostle poppets to people she knew.  I believe she might have been trying to unspiritify them by substituting their spirits with people she knew.  I think she is a witch.  She wanted a higher drug doses of medications for me so that I would not be able to develop imaginative or coherent thought.  In other words she wanted to restrain me from the truth.
One time she laughed and minimalized covert hypnosis.  Like it was funny and harmless.

People think that my reality is so awful that there is no way that I can handle it.  The medical community believes it is best to keep me medicinally oblivious.  They believe that that is the best course of action.  It is not.  I told my case manager that truth is an aphrodisiac for me.  I get heady from even the worst truth if it pertains to my reality.  Then I am calm and relaxed and able to write about my life.


I will not act out.  There is no purpose.  My issue is with the CIA and some Germans.  (Research Mk Ultra)They are my owners, perhaps kidnappers.  There is also a secret local organization involved.  They are mobsters connected to the government.  I know better than to go to any police or FBI with my situation.  The corruption is right up to the top.  There is nobody to go to except my Lord,my angel and spirits.  I am no longer alone, as the presence of spirits from another dimension look after me.   It is only some in this world that see me as insane.  They are either oblivious to the truth or manipulative Secret Keepers.

On an individual level, I will not act out against people who have done me wrong.  I would just be locked up.  My freedom is worth more to me than any message I might have to give somebody.

Speaking of kidnappers, a family friend gave me the book "Ransom of Red Chief"  when I was about twelve.  Thanks, Aunt Dora.  I get it. Once again, it only took 40 years to figure it out.

I only write letters that could provoke people to myself in my own computer, that way the listeners hear and I don't get into trouble.

"YOU WILL ACT OUT!"  

Listen Miss Heidy-doo*, that is not a vote of confidence.  I send back to you your dark intention with an illustration from my journal.



 EPC stands for Elmira Psychiatric Center(which is her employer and where I was in 2013).  I imagined that her mantra was: "Amy Brandlin Epic Fail."  I did not think that she wanted me to be oriented to my strange reality.  Instead she wanted to protect her kind, the Secret Keepers.  She always wore something black.  The tiger behind her is a wall hanging of mine.


*I call dyed blonds"Heidy-doo", they are German looking.

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