Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
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Sunday, July 12, 2015

Lessons on Love from Sissssss

As a young woman I had several discussions about love with my older sister.  I did not know then that she was part of a conspiracy to make my life miserable.   I have multiple personality disorder and I have been a human sex slave in the alter personalities.  In my regular personality I have been unlucky at love due to the manipulation of my love interests by the conspiracy organization.  People are paid to mistreat me for the sake of the entertainment of the members of the organization.  The first discussion I recall with my sister was listening to a song.






I believe it is entirely possible that a serious heart break reality was planned for me.

The next conversation between she and I was laughing about having "magnificent obsessions" over men.  She was encouraging me to put all of my heart and emotions into relationship or desired relationships which would never be or which would be but be less that what a lover would want. (as in abusive).  To lose one's mind over a guy was okay.  I don't believe it is okay today.  I was innocent back then about right and wrong.

The third quote goes as follows,  "Amy, I believe as follows, If your love interest is meant to be then there is nothing you can possibly do to screw it up.  If it was not meant to be then there is nothing you can possibly do to make it work."

How does that work if there is a clandestine organization that is gaining amusement spying and manipulating one's reality.  There is nothing that can possibly make it go away, so you are f----d in life.

Sis taught me the song, "Sisters"  We were not devoted so I dare venture to say that it was meant in a sarcastic way.  She might have meant "devoted" to the mission by the secret organization.








Fortunately for me, I am not f----d as I have my faith and spirituality.  I have a surreal world which is very entertaining.  If a man came along who could actually challenge the Org. I would welcome his company, but I doubt if I am capable of a "Magnificent Obsession."  Prove me wrong, Lover Man.


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