Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
And in the End was the Word, Amy's Word

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Friday, July 3, 2015

Clued In

I have had a very unique life, I believe.  I would like to share something with the portion of the population who are secret keepers.  Secret and lies cannot be maintained.  There is a form of communication, non verbal which goes on among the secret keepers that can be read.  Of course, with me, I don't register it immediately.  What happens is that the nuance occurs and I store it and think about it in my subconscious.  When different memories and ideas coalesce...voila it is there.

  I will tell you one instance.  The man who lived with me, B?  He eventually told me that I was a prostitute.  B and I visited a old friend of mine in NY city.  They looked at each other during the visit, having just met.  The way they looked at each other told me "there is something going on in my world that I don't know about."  I could not come out and ask, I work much slower than that.  I know now that there is a whole matrix of people who are in on the exploitation of me.  There are a surprising lack of Christians in my world, because exploitation is not a very loving activity and Christians are usually working to end exploitation not partake in it.  I have never had a boyfriend or husband who was interested in the faith.

The old friend from the lake that we met in NY City?  While in my exacerbated mood I emailed her place of work that she was not really all about human rights.  She refuses to have any contact with me.  She is in contact with my sister.  This is me and Sis.  This reminds me of a "Duel".  I am in the redcoat.  My mood is love.

Now, I wrote about SL. last blog entry.  I was at my daughter's right about the time I started dating him.  I saw my exbrother-in-law.  He had an odd smile.  Something about it prompted me to think, "what's up with that?"  Clues.  Clues to the hidden reality of an organized crime org. arranging my relationships and life for entertainment. One has to as "why me?"  That's where my wild ideas come in to play.

 Leonard Cohen, "The rich have got their channels in the bedrooms of the poor....there is a mighty judgement coming but I could be wrong."  Is he wrong?

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