Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
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Sunday, June 14, 2015

Holy Sacraments and the Flow of Qi

The sacrament of confession is a very important sacrament, or so I believe.  Now, yesterday, I went and blew the priest away.  He was not in the habit of hearing some of the stuff that I shared about my life.  Don't worry the term"bipolar" saved his cognitive abilities.  He was able to compartmentalize and all was well.  I don't really agree with his methodology when dealing with Mr. Lucifer.  "Just put it out of your mind".  To me that is cowardice.  Like I said in previous blog entries, when I was 16 or 17 I looked at the background through the mirror feeling as if I was surrounded by demons. I fear no evil. If I were to put it out of my mind like in the past, I might end up on my back again in a different alter.

When I saw the demons in my third eye was at the time that I started dating my husband, (this is an aside)  I knew we were not right for each other and I was considering a break-up but he begged me never to leave him.  I made the commitment.   I was a freshman at Ithaca college and came home to stay on the winter break.  I was fearful of the world and could not put my finger on it as to why.  Fearful of the world but not of demons.  Go figure.  (this occurred after reading The Exorcist-in which the priest fails to rid the girl of the demon)

What was most interesting yesterday, after confession and absolution was a glimpse of the honey comb pattern in my closed eye vision while I sat quietly waiting for Mass to begin.  I perceive that when one receives the sacrament there is a flow of the Holy Spirit or qi (chi).  I only have seen the honeycomb pattern a few times.  During reconciliation the priest acts as Jesus, Jesus' spirit is with the priest.

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