Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
And in the End was the Word, Amy's Word

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Thursday, June 18, 2015

"Bipolar" the True Meaning about me

The amusing thing about myselves and what causes great satisfaction among my owners is my diametrically opposite personalities.  My baseline personality is a woman of faith.  She goes to Mass frequently and prays the rosary.  She would not normally have sex with a stranger and if she did she would regret it for years.  The title of "bipolar" meaning two opposites elicits much mirth.

The sexed up Maggie persona, on the other hand is a porn star and prostitute.  I have only a few glimpses of her consciousness.  I would think that my owners would consider her the person that the above pure Amy wishes to be.  No.  I do not desire to be Maggie. When I am Maggie it is in fact a spiritual possession.  I have always loved St. Mary Magdalen.  She is known for her repentance.  I believe that the spirit that came to help me is Mary Magdalen, the actress.  If, I, in this alter personality appeared to like my work, it was all an act.  Maggie, (the Magdalen) possessed me to help me cope.

The Worshipers of Satan call  on demons to help them with their spells.  The worshipers of Jesus call and Saints to help us cope with the shenanigans of the devil.  I am not Mary Magdalen in a previous life, according to my Angel.  She was a regular human woman saint.  There is no evolution of spirit life.  There is no such thing as time.  I am an eternal being.  This reality-world is an illusion.  None of these ideas are new...I have read about them in several different faith traditions.

Prior to my father's death, he recounted a story about auras seen on me as a youth.  Did that cause some to think a good drama would be to make me into a sex goddess?

My sister once told me that there are no victims only willing participants.  There might be some truth to that in my case.  Maggie the Magdalen willingly came to my aid.  I  like to associate with the Hindu Goddess Durga....on a mission.

Of course, My mission is all worked out in my Poppet art and Journals.  Nobody needs to fear me, in the physical realm.  My work is all carried out within myself, as this world is an illusion, I  can do that.  I certainly would never accuse anybody of anything as their response would not be a confession.  It would be the "you need more medication" then they would put me in a trance and say "bend over."

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