Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
And in the End was the Word, Amy's Word

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Sunday, May 10, 2015

Rigamortis? I'll Pass

In 2013 one of my delusions, oh excuse me!  One of my visions was that I was an MK Ultra child.    I believed as a government experiment I was given radio activity as a child.  For your information as citizens we are possessions of the government, like objects.  They can do as they wish with us.  My father was in the Army and the Air force.

I was told during my visions that I was made immortal by the radioactive treatments.  I started having all these scenarios that came to my mind in which I "time looped" out of death.  There were various ways in which I cheated the grim reaper.  I was knifed and shape shifted with a deer in adolescence while in the forest on a walk with a friend.

One vision told me that I was incinerated while pregnant with my son, and my daughter was too.  We died from eating poison mushrooms.  The memory I had was that of a very hot wind.  In my vision I was told that I was shot by my husband in our den and placed in the garage, rolled up in a rug.  I awoke and went back to bed.  All I had remembered was my husband with a wide-eyed look in the morning.  I was told in my vision that I drowned in Seneca Lake and I washed up on shore and then woke up in the morgue at the Geneva Hospital.

The government of New York State uses the  word "delusions" with a heavy hand.  I have a strong imagination.  I was instructed by one of their psychologists that words are powerful.  I think the word "delusions" destroys my self esteem.  I think these are interesting "visions".  She said "delusions/visions" are representative of something in the subconscious...Carl Jung instructs that the combining of the subconscious with the conscious mind is how we experience psychological growth.

Is it a delusion? Or could I be a FREAK?  If I was a freak, I highly doubt if anybody would tell me. "They" would probably just try  to think of more ways to try to end my life  This is a abstract theory, not a paranoia.  I certainly do not believe it to be so.

Once again my story would make a marvelous movie or TV series.

Happy Mother's Day!

Thank-you God for this day and your presence in my life.

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