Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer

Be Forewarned, I am a Fey and Quixotic Creative Writer
And in the End was the Word, Amy's Word

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Thursday, March 12, 2015

Notes on March 12

I am not an official medium.  They take classes and are taught.  Mediums go to psychic shows at the war memorial.  When they have sessions they will contact your deceased loved one. They must have a "how to be a medium class".

My world into the other world started in 2012, December.  I spent that Mayan calendar day in the mental hospital.  I had started speaking an unidentifiable foreign language.  That lasted a few days.  February of 2013 I awake from a dream in which a priest told me that I had died and come back to life.  It was very strange and I was hospitalized again.  In May of that year I started speaking in strange accents.  I believe that I might have been channeling.  I have the impression that there is another realm in which I can enter.

My world is much calmer now.  I know not to act out and get attention and get arrested for my incomprehensible ideas-- and my ideas are quieter.

My project presently is making poppets of the 12 apostles.  I have them all with faces on.  Many need hair and loin cloths.  I was in the bathroom in Walmart and suddenly I thought about Judas.  It was as if he had contacted me. He was uncomfortable being on the blanket chest with the other disciples.  He has a lot of guilt.  When I make a poppet it is as though my mind can enter the other realm and contact the spirit and guide it into the poppet.

  If you read the bible you can read where Jesus told Judas to do what he had to do.  Or it might read that the Devil entered Judas.  Either way, to be Judas would really not be a role that anybody in there right mind would choose.  I made Judas his tunic and loin cloth and he and I wrote out an email to a person who cannot comprehend my world.  I want him to focus on other aspects of reality than his shame.He suffers.  I must be insane.  Mediums do not communicate with saints, (In his world).  Because my view of the world is different to him it must be in error.

Judas and I have something in common.  To the world he will perpetually be a traitor and I will be forever insane, not gifted.

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